I passed the 18000s pageviews and i'm gone from Deviantart for so long.
Don't know how to feel or what to say...
Thanks to those who keep watching my page, i feel selfish not to keep showing what i would call "Art".
I didn't give up actually.
It's a lack of time. And truths.

I'm going through a huge hesitation at the moment. The one i was waiting for since my birth.
And now.
I can't turn my back.
It's frightening!
I have to face it, and it's not easy.

I would sincerely dig myself into the amazon forest to find answers and finally find my own me.

But i can't afford the plane ticket.

Anyway...

It seems that Christmas is coming and that we have to buy gifts to each other.
I don't have money so I don't have any gifts for all of you, but please, make one to yourself.
Go out wherever you are, whatever the climat might be in your country.
Go out and find a piece of green grass, in your garden, in a parc, whatever.
Just find a portion of fresh green grass, and take off your shoes.
And just feel.
Grass.
Nature.
Life.
Under your feet.

There is the answer.
And i think that if you can feel it, there is the best gift you can have at Christmas.

Friendly yours